Self-imposed fears

I believe there are no limits on the amount of fears your psyche can produce. Absolutely none. I have found that I can be perfectly safe, in a perfectly happy family, with no foreseeable fears in future, and yet, I still carry a laundry list of fears. Fear has been a running theme for meContinue reading “Self-imposed fears”

“In this very room…

…there’s quite enough love, for one like me. And in this very room, there’s quite enough joy, for one like me.” It’s Sunday. It’s a day for me, that is filled with Spirit, God, and a touch of self-loathing. Because it is on these holy days that I feel unworthy of the Love that surroundsContinue reading ““In this very room…”

Spirit talks

Throughout my life I have experienced God realizations in little, bite-sized doses. For example, I was about 8 years old when I went outside to grab something out of our car; not realizing the door would be locked, I was filled with rage at the prospect of having to go back inside the house toContinue reading “Spirit talks”

Wandering

My life has been a series of moments that led me to this very one. Profound, I know. And yet, it holds resonance in my soul because it brings me comfort, knowing that I am okay in this moment. And if every moment that led to this one brought me to peace…then, I must beContinue reading “Wandering”

a trip down memory lane.

(That photo, above, is right after my first psychotic breakdown, 2016; and right before I lost myself in an eating disorder that plagued my mind, 2017.) My name is Bri W. and I’m a life-aholic. And by that, what I mean is, I have tried to squeeze every ounce of life out of my 28.5Continue reading “a trip down memory lane.”