I love the night

I love the night because it is still. Still with the calm awareness that there is an incessant hum of the universe. Yet alive with the life that awakens with the night. Unrealized dreams run rampant. Lost souls yearn to awaken. Egos fall to the ground as the mind softens with the falling sun; theContinue reading “I love the night”

9 Reasons I believe it when Gabby Bernstein says “The Universe has your back”

Full disclosure, I don’t know Gabrielle Bernstein personally, but it sure can feel like I do…she speaks with such eloquence and in Truths where I identify. As someone who struggles with my mind and polarized thinking (I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder), she has plenty of advice on how to shed the egoic delusionContinue reading “9 Reasons I believe it when Gabby Bernstein says “The Universe has your back””

Self-imposed fears

I believe there are no limits on the amount of fears your psyche can produce. Absolutely none. I have found that I can be perfectly safe, in a perfectly happy family, with no foreseeable fears in future, and yet, I still carry a laundry list of fears. Fear has been a running theme for meContinue reading “Self-imposed fears”

“In this very room…

…there’s quite enough love, for one like me. And in this very room, there’s quite enough joy, for one like me.” It’s Sunday. It’s a day for me, that is filled with Spirit, God, and a touch of self-loathing. Because it is on these holy days that I feel unworthy of the Love that surroundsContinue reading ““In this very room…”

Sacred dimensions

I learned about a book, or channeling, where the speaker goes into speaking about the vibratory state of the universe. In essence, he states that we are all One on a molecular level. His most challenged verse in the channeling (in my opinion) is this: “I am Ra. The Law of One, though beyond theContinue reading “Sacred dimensions”

Spirit talks

Throughout my life I have experienced God realizations in little, bite-sized doses. For example, I was about 8 years old when I went outside to grab something out of our car; not realizing the door would be locked, I was filled with rage at the prospect of having to go back inside the house toContinue reading “Spirit talks”

Wandering

My life has been a series of moments that led me to this very one. Profound, I know. And yet, it holds resonance in my soul because it brings me comfort, knowing that I am okay in this moment. And if every moment that led to this one brought me to peace…then, I must beContinue reading “Wandering”

I have a confession

First and foremost, I have a new Instagram page titled @bipolarwanderings. I just started a 30-day Surrender Experiment, where I am posting my daily experiences and attempting to surrender to the flow of life! Join me in surrendering!! Along with these Surrender Experiment posts on my Instagram, I want to surrender to my caffeine obsession…IContinue reading “I have a confession”

A Lis Franc injury that changed my life

My goodness it’s been quite an interesting five years. I think that’s when I finally surrendered to the fact that I would no longer be “training” for something, but simply working out to be healthy. (I had a career-ending foot injury back in 2014 and then spent ~2 years trying to get back on theContinue reading “A Lis Franc injury that changed my life”